What’s a hello to me

Is a goodbye to you

So we’ll see, just how wonderful life can be

With you, laying next to me every morning

And the darkest lies, my hope just never dies

Even through, all your wonderful bad attitudes, I do

All your wonderful bad attitudes

Baby bear and goldilocks

Where’s your happy ending

Maybe I’m the only one who feels you, anymore

And it breaks me to whisper but, goodnight moon

Everyday the morning somes to steal you away so soon

The more on your plate, the less time in a day, and I

Don’t bother telling me that it’s only child’s play

‘Cause I need it, and I don’t want to say it but

Every balloon you’ll finally lose it, to wind or the rain

I do miss snow days and I, I do miss God

Maybe that is why I’ll finally lose it and go insane

And I don’t care, if it kills me that’s ok

I just need somewhere safe for dreaming and to play

The longer you wait, the more you’ll hesitate, and I

Don’t bother telling me that it’s only child’s play

‘Cause I need it, and I don’t want to say it but

Every balloon you’ll finally lose it, to wind or the rain

I won’t come calmly, and I, I won’t sit still

The day that they use the day to catch me, and haul me away

And I don’t want to be a blade of grass

‘Cause green’s only beauty’s in its seamless, endless array

The dome on your plate. the less time in a day, and I

Don’t bother telling me that it’s only child’s play

‘Cause I need it, and I don’t want to say it but,

Every balloon you’ll finally lose it, to wind or the rain

To wind or the rain.

Your cries of fear fall on deaf ears

And I warned you still but, she left you for a vaudeville showman of brand

Those crazy, lazy old boys

And no I can’t raze you, and no I can’t save you

‘Cause you know that marigolds are easy to raise in the garden

And you know, never trust a rich man with flames or with fodder

When glass cannons blast in your mind

You’re behind the notion you picked a bad day to wear white, tonight

And you know he can’t understand he’s dead

You can only teach him what a greater man has said

And who knows, if you find me I’ll find you

I don’t want to waste you, but I cannot face you

And you know, that marioglds are easy to raise in the garden

And you know that marigolds are easy to raise in the garden

What could match the beauty of starlight

It’s someone that I knew

And how to keep my comfort out of heaven

It’s something that I do

And my fear is, I’ll never get to show you

I’ll never get to tell you how I feel

And all they ever tried to show me was how real they could be

I never liked reality, and you are, someone I trust with

Something I could never give away, that’s my love

Who could see the universe of colors

It’s all right here for you

And who could learn to love themsleves forever

A leap of faith for you

And my fear, I’ll never get to show you

I’ll never get to tell you how I feel

And all they ever tried to show me was how real they could be

I never liked reality and you are, someone I trust with

Something I could never give away that’s my love

Walk the line, the tress all turn to shadows and you know you’ve found the heavens

The sidewalk ends, your friends are all so slowly turned to stone as time rolls over

It’s highly unlikely, and highly unsightly

That I’ll find, somewhere I’m meant to be

And what would that make me anyway dear

How would that change me anyway

Feast your eyes on something I can’t show you

laugh in pain, your shame is over

On my knees, I’m sorry I forgive

Difference between now and then is when it’s

Highly unlikely, and highly unsightly

That I’ll find, somewhere that I belong

And what would that make me anyway dear

How would that change me anyway

Go ahead and laugh yourself to hell and look away, look at me

You can’t see you’ve picked a fight, it’s here or on the planet

Where the trees are not green, they’re shadows

I’m highly insightful on how you

Highly delightful, now that I’ve found

Somewhere I belong

And what would that make me anyway dear

How would that change me anyway

What would that make me anyway dear

How would that change me anyway

What would that make me anyway dear

How would that change me anyway

Let me be the tool that brings you down

I don’t want to wait for you to never come around

‘Cause I’ve been there, done that, I just want to make you proud

And I want to be the one to make you cry

So I’ll sing there, sing that, I just wanna be your clown forevermore

Let me break your spirit and your heart

I’m drowning and I need to hear your part

There’s a king that killed that thing I always thought to be

And there’s nowhere to run, there’s nowhere to hide

No one to save you from your mind

And I see you’ve seen that I just wanna help you thrive

Venus said she had her fire

Venus said she had her wings

Venus who could help the wisest

Venus who could make them sing

And Venus said she loved me, Venus said I had to lose

Venus made me feel so prideful

Her costly comfort for a night

That three ace minute made me lucky

White flowers wilt are you alright

And Venus said she loved me, And Venus said I had to lose

Ooh, and Venus called to me

She said she’s never coming back

And Venus said she loved me, And Venus said I had to lose

And Venus I love you

Of course my dear I worry now and then on how you do

I may not be what you want, but I’ll help you curb your blues dear

And you can pretend you’ve gone and lost your head

But I know you’re no one’s fool, it’s deep in your eyes well

Who do you know who gives you all that time

You know that when there’s no one you can think of who’s got you

On their mind, their mind

If you need somewhere to look to here’s to lookng at you, you

You Shouldn’t have to worry not to lead me on and leave behind

I know you don’t have friends in mind but I’ll help you any way I find

And when you say you’ve hurt me that’s ok

‘Cause I know that you’re too sweet, to try and defeat me

And who do you know, who gives you all that time

You know that when there’s no one you can think of who’s got you

On their mind, their mind

If you need somewhere to look to here’s to looking at you, you

Don’t let it get to hurt you, here’s to looking at you, you, you,you, you

You keep me on ice for a while, and it feels good to feel alive

You got them, you got them all on your team

But who’s to say the birds won’t laugh and scream

If you are there then don’t you care at all enough to look at me

And your remorse feels more like morse’s code than apology

One trick pony, Warhol fever, compassionate lies, and I won’t leave her

You’re telling me just what you told someone before

So here I stand the no good man you choose to bring to shambles

If she’s the queen then I’m the joker and my best card dealt no good hand to gamble

And maybe I’m the one who needs to hear the bluebird’s song of apathy

Let’s not carry (for ya)

Go and find your (love)

And maybe I’m the one who needs to hear the bluebird’s song of apathy

I may be never on your mind

But that’s just ow the story goes from here on out

So read my lips, it’s a script of sorts

Although you won’t belive me, I’ll write these words

I’d say, it’s hard to say

If you cared then you’d miss me when I’m gone

Oh you make it hard to sleep, Oh misunderstanding me

Blacklettyr Blues

Garb your knife, free it from my back

Although you won’t delight me, I’ll write these words

I’d say, it’s hard to say

If you’re sorry you could tell me without smiles

Oh say what she meant to me, well if you could you’d pity me

Blacklettyr Blues

Write me back, you can pick your style

Anything but silence, or flowers too

And I’d say, it’s hard to say

If you feel when you keel words and lie

Oh you make it hard to think, Oh you make it hard to drink

Blacklettyr Blues

I’ve been lead way back down to square one

I guess that’s nature

It never seems done, done, well who get to decide

Not you, I presume

So wake yourself in anger

And have some pride

Well you always were they type to help yourself in strife

But now you’ve found her

And all those pretty little faces may be sweet

But they can go to hell, though you’ve hurt yourself ’cause I just don’t need

You mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me

And I may pray for your forgiveness

But I just cannot seem to buckle a knee yeah

Well that’s a joke with no punchline

Just a madman’s riddle dream

But it seems you laughed

So if your excited about perfection

What are you waiting for

You better be weary of that midlife start

Well who’s sure, not me

And all those pretty little faces haunt my dreams

Hope they don’t last long with this sorry ass song that I sing myself

‘Cause you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me

You’re mock, You’re mock

You’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re

You’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re

You’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking me